Still coding over here, although I’m getting very close to the “F it” button. There are two parts to me when I hit that button.
The first part is the part that realizes that I’ve been writing (attempting to write?) this code since 12:30 or so this afternoon. I have put forth a lot of effort into creating my own code, and I have resisted the temptation of using codes that I’ve found online in favor of learning how to do it myself. That being said, throwing in the towel is an outcome that I obviously would like to avoid, but I do have a feeling of accomplishment from trying to teach myself how to complete this code properly.
The second part is my inner disappointment at my inability (well as I write this, it’s only 10:50) to complete the code to my own standards and the assignment’s standards of completion. I have until 11:59, but hell, I am tired of this shit. Quite honestly, this is a feeling that I have frequently, but I always find myself working up until the last moments regardless. I admire that about myself, but at the same time, the work I submit occasionally leaves something to be desired to the quality of standards I try to adhere to.
Feeling like tonight is going to end in an “F it” button kind of night ( before 11:59), but at least I can say that I gave it an honest and determined effort.
Thanks for reading, and remember to breathe this weekend,